Here i am again, feel like shit; don't know whether i made the right decision. x

( Read more... )

Current Music: That shit song that my brothers singing that everyone like atm

There are a few questions i asked myself as i walked into my house today...

1) how did they manage to make my house such a shit hole?
2) why, after making my house a shit hole did my brothers not think it was not a good idea to clean it
3) have they had a second party cause the house looks even worse?

sigh.

Current Location: House
Current Music: Eds mix down!

I am home, i'm also very sad and don't really know what to do now... i've got to find a job but i don't feel that i'm qualified for anything/capable of doing anything. god i can't describe how this feels. i'm so crazy at the moment. i've no idea what to do now. where do i go? i've waited three years to find what i want to do and now saying 'what shall i do?' is a material decision i need to make and can't. No action seems natural.

what does my degree even mean? intelligence? no or not good enough. All of these questions are unansewerable and nothing has helped so far, careers advisor or not. I've been back for a matter of hours and i'm stuck already. i'm sorry if this is waffle, i just don't know what to do, not even at the moment. i've nearly unpacked my stuff

Everyones favorite - Kool-aid! Now officially the best fabric and wool die!

http://www.thepiper.com/fiberart/koolaid/images/colorchart-max.jpg

Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Hello Goodbye

Sorry, these are the photos of the ball i foregot to post...
( Read more... )

Current Location: Uni
Current Music: The Weakerthans